I'm still in my twenties but I already feel so old in so many ways. Another party, club, VIP section, limo, it all gets so redundant... Things that excite other people no longer excite me. Although I expect them. I mean, of course I EXPECT to get into the VIP section, so it's not exciting or anything, more like an escape to civilization. Getting away from the masses. I need something, new, exciting, unexpected in my life. Something different, more, more something, I don't know. Drugs aren't even interesting to me anymore. Been there, done that too. What haven't I done? Somebody come up with something new, new, new!!!